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I'm fine, thanks for asking.




[ he buries his face in his pillow. ]

[sengokus]

[h




holy fucking shit.]

.... did you get cursed too?

[dotcom]

I don't fucking know!

[ at least he sounds more like himself with that. ]

I hate this. [ ... ] But I don't hate you.

[sengokus]

[aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA]

No! Don't say that! Why did you say that?! It's so weird! Go back to saying rude things to me! It's okay, that was simpler!

[is this rude??? i mean technically not]

[dotcom]

I'm not doing it on purpose, you... guy.

[ BREATHES IN, BREATHES OUT.

he's just going to settle down on the blanket now. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . . . . . . . . . guy.

he doesn't like this. it's so strange. he'll also go to sit down on the blanket but he's clearly so worried and concerned about takeru]

Mm...

So you just... can't say anything rude...? [ . . . ]

That sucks. I'm sorry, Takeru.

[THAT'S LIKE

70% OF HIS PERSONALITY]

[dotcom]

[ he just stares into the fake horizon. ]

Let's just go to sleep so that I won't puke.

[sengokus]

I guess you can still say some stuff... That's good...

[he's genuinely relieved

i hate it here so much. but he will totally just move to lay back on the blanket and let his head rest on his pillow even as he's still facing takeru

it'll at least take him a second to realize that this is kinda gay]

[dotcom]

[ this is pretty gay yea

he just turns to look at mineo. ]

... I'm not going to cuddle with you.

[ he has to mentally beat down the polite "unless you want to" that threatens to come out with a baseball bat ]

[sengokus]

[WHAT

mineo looks so deeply confused at that but also flustered because hELLO??]

Wh—I know that!! Why would you?!

[this is already GAY, enomoto mineo]

[dotcom]

You're looking at me.

[ he closes his eyes like that's going to force himself to sleep faster. ]

[sengokus]

I'm still kinda worried about you.

[that

leaves his mouth even faster than he'd normally want it to? hm. hmmmmm.]

[dotcom]

I'll just not speak.

[ a vow of silence is

apparently preferable to this ]

[sengokus]

That sucks though. You shouldn't have to.

[and he'll just let his head pillow on his arms as he apparently doesn't go to sleep right away? he'll just keep peering at takeru which is easier now that takeru's eyes are closed]

Sometimes your words are rough, but there's nothing wrong with the way you are. I'm kinda mad someone would do this to you if it's a curse - or if it's just this place...

[dotcom]

[ uhhhhhhh

there's a pause. ]

I'd think that out of anyone, you'd hate my personality the most.

[sengokus]

[a beat

and he looks so confused]

You keep saying stuff like that - about how I'd want you gone or that I'd hate your personality.

How come?

[dotcom]

[ he wants to call mineo stupid

but he cannot

so he just lays in silence. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . . . hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

he's quiet for a while and it's probably easy to think that he has also fallen asleep but. when he speaks it's soft like it'd almost be more convenient if takeru fell asleep and can't hear him.]

It's true that no one's ever really gotten on my ass about work or getting my shit together the same way that you have - and you were so mean about it! But... it's just 'cause you didn't want me to give up, right? I think everyone else gave me space... but when people leave you alone, it's easy to think that they just don't care. I guess at the time I thought you didn't either, because of how you said things.

[ . . . ]

But I know I was wrong now. [he knows takeru cares about him] So I'd rather you be the way you are, than this place making you nice to me if you don't want to be. I figure after everything I made you deal with, you can say whatever you want to me.

[only takeru gets the right, because only takeru dealt with mineo at his most pathetic]

[dotcom]

You're so fucking-- sappy.

[ he goes quiet again, silently fuming over how much he hates this week and hopes that someone targets him to end this misery. ]

Do you have any idea of how you sound when you say things like that?

[sengokus]

I kind of hoped you fell asleep.

[THAT'S NOT MEAN IT'S JUST A FACT]

I'm just being honest....

[it's not even the effect he doesn't see anything wrong with what he said, it's just the truth]

It pisses me off when you say shit like that. I don't want you to change if you don't want to, and I don't want you to go anywhere. Wait, that was more than I meant to say though.

[dotcom]

[ he opens an eye to peek at him. ]

I don't want to change myself. [ he sees absolutely nothing wrong with his personality??? ] And I'm right next to you.

[ like, at the moment, yes. ]

Is that what you want?

[sengokus]

That's not—

[ . . . . what he meeeaaaaaaant. he flusters because stop looking at him and now he's looking away. wow the ocean is pretty.]

.... I don't want you to go to Adonis - ever, for anything. And I guess you can go to America, but don't say it like we'll never see each other again.

And I don't want you to think I hate you or your personality when I don't.

[here's a growing list of what he doesn't want at least??]

[dotcom]

[ ...

he sits up. ]

I wasn't planning to go to America. I just needed an excuse for why you shouldn't plan things with me after, if things went poorly here.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . looking back at takeru now with a huff. he opens his mouth to call him an asshole. wow, he can't. his brow furrows as he slowly realizes what this might be a weekly effect.]

.... you don't have to do that anymore. Just tell me what you're thinking.

And I'm gonna keep thinking about stuff we can do once we're home, no matter how things turn out here.

[dotcom]

We sure do talk about me a lot.

[ he understands why the conversation keeps cycling back to this though, since it's such a point of contention between them.

he returns mineo's gaze. ]

Aren't you tired?