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[ . . . . . . . . god he doesn't want to say this]

I really don't want you to get the wrong impression—

But it really doesn't have to be. I don't care if you don't want to or anything, since we can figure out other stuff to do, but I don't like feeling like you're being mindful of me for it. That's all.

I'll stop saying it if you can at least tell me it's not for my sake.

[takeru said he's a good partner - but mineo wonders if he's less helpful this way]

[ he

genuinely cannot say it's not for mineo's sake so he says nothing because all of his responses are sarcastic and rude ]

[goddammit takeru]

—Then, with all due respect, I don't want it! I don't want to be someone that you feel like you have to be considerate of or careful with.

[it's literally nice week]

[ he sighs, folding his arms over his chest. ]

You can't say I've never been nice to you.

[his brow furrows in a bit of confusion]

I wouldn't say that in the first place.

[takeru is a such a bitch but also he's definitely been nice to mineo sometimes]

But I don't really want to receive it like this.

Fine.

[ there's a small glint in his eye. ]

But if it happens again, you have to initiate it.

[just

really long silence]

I -

What?

I said that you need to be the one to make the first move.

[ . . . . . . ]

Are you sure you're not setting me up to get in trouble later? I feel like I can get in so much trouble for this.

[well

admittedly last time they kissed was when mineo went for it first and -

well.

(also the fact that he still thinks he's going to get in trouble when takeru is giving permission is something)]

This is my condition. Accept it or don't.

[ this is a kindness?

probably???? ]

[ . . . . . . . . . . . . ]

With the understanding that saying no is still a very kind answer and I will respect it because being able to exist within your partner's boundaries is important -

Do I get to bite you back?

Why do you want to bite me back? Is that what you're into?

[ he says this as if he hasn't been

biting mineo ]

What? I think it's pretty clear that's what you're into, maybe I'm just trying to return the favor!

[also yea mineo's into biting he just doesn't know that yet]

Are you sure? You seemed pretty into it.

[ he's just saying? ]

I—stop! It's about indulgence - indulgence....!

[IS IT REALLY INDULGENCE IF YOU DON'T PARTIALLY ENJOY IT EVEN A LITTLE]

That doesn't mean you're not into it. You're just repressed.

[ virgin..... ]

[not anything exactly untrue but]

I don't know why you keep saying things with that much judgment when you're the one who's been biting me?!

But you're the one getting something out of it when I do. You're welcome.

[oh my god he's in so much pain he's just going to deposit his head onto the blanket again

but there's the effect so there's just a muffled:]

Thank you?!

Edited 2021-03-10 19:00 (UTC)

[ he snorts. ]

Anyway, that's something we can worry about later. I already got something from you today.

[ the nap ]

Yeah, yeah, I'm not exactly - jumping for it or anything...

[he's so embarrassed but - ]

I was just annoyed thinking that I'd given you an extra burden or something, but as long as that's not the case, it's fine.

[ ...

he looks back towards the ocean. ]

Not really.

[ . . . . ? glances over to takeru]

Huh....?

[did he say something weird again]

I'm going back to sleep. Just to make sure the indulgence will count.

[ it is

so incredibly obvious he is not used to just fuckin napping in the middle of the day ]

[there's just a bit of a snort at that. well, guess whatever takeru was saying earlier wasn't super important?]

Sure. I might do the same.

[just. randomly attempting to sleep constantly. the sloth way]

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