[it's not even the effect he doesn't see anything wrong with what he said, it's just the truth]
It pisses me off when you say shit like that. I don't want you to change if you don't want to, and I don't want you to go anywhere. Wait, that was more than I meant to say though.
[ . . . . looking back at takeru now with a huff. he opens his mouth to call him an asshole. wow, he can't. his brow furrows as he slowly realizes what this might be a weekly effect.]
.... you don't have to do that anymore. Just tell me what you're thinking.
And I'm gonna keep thinking about stuff we can do once we're home, no matter how things turn out here.
mineo just sighs even as he wades right into the water - like having even simulated waves against his feet will remind him of where he definitely isn't.]
... bad dream. I'm pretty used to them by now so really - I'm good. You can go back to sleep.
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[ he goes quiet again, silently fuming over how much he hates this week and hopes that someone targets him to end this misery. ]
Do you have any idea of how you sound when you say things like that?
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[THAT'S NOT MEAN IT'S JUST A FACT]
I'm just being honest....
[it's not even the effect he doesn't see anything wrong with what he said, it's just the truth]
It pisses me off when you say shit like that. I don't want you to change if you don't want to, and I don't want you to go anywhere. Wait, that was more than I meant to say though.
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I don't want to change myself. [ he sees absolutely nothing wrong with his personality??? ] And I'm right next to you.
[ like, at the moment, yes. ]
Is that what you want?
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[ . . . . what he meeeaaaaaaant. he flusters because stop looking at him and now he's looking away. wow the ocean is pretty.]
.... I don't want you to go to Adonis - ever, for anything. And I guess you can go to America, but don't say it like we'll never see each other again.
And I don't want you to think I hate you or your personality when I don't.
[here's a growing list of what he doesn't want at least??]
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he sits up. ]
I wasn't planning to go to America. I just needed an excuse for why you shouldn't plan things with me after, if things went poorly here.
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.... you don't have to do that anymore. Just tell me what you're thinking.
And I'm gonna keep thinking about stuff we can do once we're home, no matter how things turn out here.
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[ he understands why the conversation keeps cycling back to this though, since it's such a point of contention between them.
he returns mineo's gaze. ]
Aren't you tired?
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[in terms of talking about takeru]
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Go the fuck to sleep.
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[but he will just
flop his head on the pillow]
Stop asking me questions if you hate my answers. I care about you. Get over it.
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[ he is suffering so much. let him call mineo a pain in the ass, please. I had the most unfortunate typo here at first thank god i caught it ]
Go to sleep.
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but now he's just going to grumble back]
You go to sleep!
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maybe he's sleeping ]
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i guess it's nap time
you know i forgot mineo has canon nightmares so i guess those will hit later and he'll end up waking up first]
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is he waking up now. they can sneep. ]
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yea
they can sneep
for like idk an hour????? mineo probably doesn't outright cuddle but he'll end up rolling closer to takeru that's a cg right let me unlock it (no)
but seriously he'll jolt awake eventually]
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What?
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[he just pats takeru's shoulder at that, looking a bit guilty]
.... um, go back to sleep. I think I'm.... good.
[and he's just gonna. get up now and head for the water! phew]
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[ he normally would not ask that directly but
here we are. ]
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and looking back at takeru]
.... even if I appreciate it, I'd rather you not ask if it's just because you feel compelled to....
[he hates this effect so much actually? it might be worse than last week's indulgent spree?]
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Just tell me.
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mineo just sighs even as he wades right into the water - like having even simulated waves against his feet will remind him of where he definitely isn't.]
... bad dream. I'm pretty used to them by now so really - I'm good. You can go back to sleep.
[takeru needs his indulgences]
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he settles back down. ]
I'm going to sleep. You can explain later.
[ because he knows if they keep talking it probably won't count. ]
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admittedly part of why mineo naps near constantly is because they end up interrupted by nightmares anyway
so maybe all he does is sleep after all]
I'll be here. Sleep well, Takeru.
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