Shut up! People ask me about my love life way too often?! Like - come on, my personal drama wasn't relevant to the trial! Why does it keep happening?!
And why do people keep kissing me this week?! I know we're all indulging more but can we just - take some inhibitions and put them back?! Please put them back!!
[HE WAS HOLDING ONTO SO MUCH HE'S SUFFERING SO BADLY]
[ . . . . . he pauses for a second before he also sighs. wow he didn't want to give takeru this much detail but.]
.... it's nothing. Endorsi and I aren't going to work out... I've given up on that for a few weeks now. [since he texted takeru, really. he doesn't seem that heartbroken about it] But you know - some feelings take longer to die, and she caught me saying something stupid, so I just told her.
[he's at least familiar with the general sense of heartache]
I already told White I can't give him an answer until everything's over and even then... [he knows how. impossible it probably is. given the whole different worlds thing. there's a longer pause before he admits - ]
.... I thought you might still need me. [for indulgences.] I shouldn't be thinking about dating anyone here anyway - but I especially can't when my partner needs to catch up a little.
I'm not about to do anything that'd make being here harder for you.
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offers takeru his phone back even though it was just used as a projectile against him]
... you know I can't promise I'll put my - [hmm, not quite safety but] comfort over answers...
[takeru has dealt with that already]
I know we didn't need it today but...
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Let's at least exhaust other possibilities first.
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Okay. I can do that.
[ . . . . and then, very very very tentatively like he's not sure if saying it will set off a bomb that'll blow up in his face - ]
.... I don't mean to keep worrying you.
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You're not worrying me.
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.... right.
[even if he sounds like he doesn't quite believe it but]
.... inconveniencing you....?
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[gestures at takeru]
Your pick.
[if there's something he wants to say]
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[ is this revenge ]
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[ it's revenge ]
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Do I have to?!
[he feels like he has to]
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Do it.
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and mumbles something]
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Say it louder.
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[oh now he can raise his voice
he'll lift his head then and just shove his head in his hand]
.... Confessed to Endorsi on Sunday, White confessed to me on Wednesday! I've been trying to respectfully ignore both all fucking week!
[FUCK WEEK 3]
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because he's
laughing so badly ]
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Stop! You bullied me into telling you!! I hate it!
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[ he lifts his head up. wow. ]
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How am I stupid?! What have I done, huh?!
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[ he still just. sounds like he thinks this is hilarious?
but then he goes quiet and looks back at his phone.]
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Shut up! People ask me about my love life way too often?! Like - come on, my personal drama wasn't relevant to the trial! Why does it keep happening?!
And why do people keep kissing me this week?! I know we're all indulging more but can we just - take some inhibitions and put them back?! Please put them back!!
[HE WAS HOLDING ONTO SO MUCH HE'S SUFFERING SO BADLY]
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[ funny. ]
I'll stop biting you and won't kiss you again, so you won't have to worry about it from me.
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sighs at takeru]
.... don't take this any weird way - [because there is just. so much gay energy in what he's about to say that even he perceives it]
.... but you don't have to. Stop, I mean. [GOD. he's flustering]
With both of them I - [ . . . . ] - it's not like that. Because letting feelings or anything rule over our wishes is....
None of us can risk it.
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he just. sighs. ]
I don't want to be in a ten foot radius of whatever love triangle you have going on here.
[ even if it's just for indulgences..... ]
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.... it's nothing. Endorsi and I aren't going to work out... I've given up on that for a few weeks now. [since he texted takeru, really. he doesn't seem that heartbroken about it] But you know - some feelings take longer to die, and she caught me saying something stupid, so I just told her.
[he's at least familiar with the general sense of heartache]
I already told White I can't give him an answer until everything's over and even then... [he knows how. impossible it probably is. given the whole different worlds thing. there's a longer pause before he admits - ]
.... I thought you might still need me. [for indulgences.] I shouldn't be thinking about dating anyone here anyway - but I especially can't when my partner needs to catch up a little.
I'm not about to do anything that'd make being here harder for you.
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