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If I saw you earlier than now, I would have yelled.

[ he'll just be upfront about it. he's aware he would have lashed out rather badly if he didn't have the time to sit on his feelings for a while ]

There are still other things I'd like to say. But... in the grand scheme of things, I don't think it's worth it at the moment. It's not something we really need.

[sengokus]

[a nod of understanding. mineo probably would have yelled back even though he didn't have a right to because he's an idiot and especially combative with takeru. it would've been bad.

but.

there is still some sense of discomfort.]

.... you can say them. [a little bit more nudging] I don't want you to sit on them, and have it fester.

You've always been honest with me, no matter how painful it was. I... don't really want you to stop now?

[not when mineo finally feels like maybe he can actually tackle takeru's criticisms to improve instead of just getting beat up by them and feeling worse]

[dotcom]

No, I think I need to consider what's legitimate and what's just petty.

[ he said what his main problems were, at least, so he doesn't really consider anything else as crucial to voice. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . . . a sinking feeling because he imagines the petty list might get pretty long.

but he'll just let his head rest against takeru's shoulder again with a mumble]

Okay.... Sorry, Sasazuka-san....

[dotcom]

[ there is just

something about mineo saying that, that makes takeru pause and then turn so that he can actually kiss mineo. ]

[sengokus]

[the feeling is: ?????????????????

but of course he kisses back, confused as he might be]

[dotcom]

[ when he pulls away, his feelings are... actually, a little conflicted, like he just got caught doing something he wasn't supposed to. ]

Idiot.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . the confused feelings get worse hello.

and mineo just tilts his head at that as he pulls takeru closer to him anyway, so there's no space between them]

What's wrong?

[dotcom]

[ he buries his face in mineo's chest. ]

Hm?

[sengokus]

[he allows it, bringing up a hand to run through takeru's hair automatically but]

.... do you feel guilty about something....?

[he really can't even begin to parse what that emotion was, or why]

[dotcom]

I wouldn't say that, no.

Mostly just wondering how strong my resolve is.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . ]

What does your resolve have to do with kissing me... Did I do something wrong... Are you that mad....

[dotcom]

Don't worry about it.

[ he will just go back to pressing his face against mineo's chest. ]

[sengokus]

I'm worrying about it...

[and takeru can probably feel the flare of stubbornness. there is no escape. he doesn't actually move takeru, letting his head rest against his but]

What's up?

[dotcom]

You really worry over everything.

[ it comes out muffled. ]

[sengokus]

I do, especially when it comes to you.

[because he really doesn't trust leaving takeru be when it comes to emotional stuff]

I actually don't think I'm a huge worrywart or anything but you make me nervous. [ . . . ] So what's up with your resolve...?

[dotcom]

No, I think this one I'm going to keep to myself for now.

[ mineo isn't the only one who's stubborn. ]

[sengokus]

[hrrrmgghgh]

Takeruuu.

[he DOES NOT like this but takeru doesn't need emotionshare for that]

Is it bad?

[dotcom]

[ it's fine. it would have never even come up if emotionshare wasn't a bitch. ]

It's not bad.

[sengokus]

Are you sure?

[mineo's not sure and he's just going to try to move his head closer to takeru's]

Is it why you've been less touchy with me?

[he can't say he's Noticed because they had to deal with mineo killing a man but. he's noticed a little]

[dotcom]

[ he just

makes a sound that is most likely him confirming. ]

[sengokus]

[?? ????? ???? ?? ? ???? ?? ?? ? ????????]

What....? Am I supposed to be less touchy with you too?

[he didn't get the memo]

Am I doing something bad now?

[dotcom]

You don't have to, no. You can do whatever you want.

[ it's not like takeru has tried to stop him. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . ? ]

I don't really want to do something one-sided though...

[he got used to it very quickly but. is he supposed to not be used to it?]

[dotcom]

[ he sighs. ]

It's fine. It's not that I don't want it.