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[ he sighs. ]

It's fine. It's not that I don't want it.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . ]

So you're not doing it anymore because...?

[he knows he's being annoying about this and yet

he really has no idea what's on takeru's mind]

[dotcom]

You said something that was very convincing.

[ whatever that means. ]

[sengokus]

I... convinced you... into not kissing me...?

[mournfully] You really did it now, Enomoto.

[idiot]

[dotcom]

... are you upset?

[ he pulls away just so he can look at mineo's face. ]

[sengokus]

[well he can get a look at SUFFERING]

The deja vu of this conversation is really painful, Takeru.

[HOW MANY TIMES DOES HE HAVE TO ADMIT HE LIKES KISSING TAKERU DURING THE COURSE OF THIS RACE]

[dotcom]

[ god. he is so clearly torn about this. ]

It's not that complicated. Just consider my old require of you needing to be the one to initiate back on.

[sengokus]

[nooooOOOOO HE HATED THAT REQUIREMENT but he'll just pout as he rests their foreheads together. the vibes are 'please kiss me if you want to (respectfully)']

... you really can't explain why...? Are you sure I didn't do something wrong again?

[dotcom]

You didn't do anything wrong. If you did, I'd tell you.

[ he doesn't mind being rude to mineo. ]

[sengokus]

[he believes that too but

now he's just getting sad in his confusion]

I don't get it....

[dotcom]

[ ah. ]

I'm just trying to take care of you.

[sengokus]

It's not working.

[HE ANSWERED SO FAST]

[dotcom]

[ he doesn't like, punch him?

but he does jab his hand where he knows the chopstick injury is. ]

[sengokus]

[IT STINGS A LITTLE and does make him wince as he tries to shift away]

I'm just saying!

[dotcom]

I didn't ask for commentary.

[sengokus]

Can you consider it feedback...

[he doesn't feel taken care of???]

[dotcom]

You really hate initiating that much?

[sengokus]

I hate not knowing something that's going on with you, when it involves me, way more.

[and he'll lean in then, pressing their lips together in a quick kiss as if to prove a point]

I just feel like I'm missing something important, especially when I'm not even sure what I said.

[dotcom]

[ ugghhhh. ]

We're not talking about it. Just accept my request.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . . he's distinctly unhappy about this but he'll just sigh and let his face settle in the crook of takeru's neck]

.... you aren't giving me much of a choice here....

But - fine.

[he'll let it go, even if he's still bothered]

[dotcom]

[ there's a pause, and he wraps his arms around mineo. ]

My feelings haven't changed.

[ whatever they are. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . unfortunately there are small notes of warmth and comfort when takeru wraps his own arms around mineo and he just leans into the hold as he cuddles in more, stupidly]

.... whatever that means.

[their relationship is complicated and even emotionshare doesn't really help them untangle it

but! the resignation hits, coupled with fondness as mineo presses a kiss to takeru's neck without lifting his head]

.... I'll drop this secret faster if you tell me your type?

[absolute fucking moron]

[dotcom]

[ ... he snorts.

stupid. ]

What do you think my type is?

[sengokus]

[oh that gets him to lift his head as he grins]

I'd like it if it was me.

[TO BE HONEST? and he gives takeru another kiss, because he can]

But you super hated me at first, so we know that's not true.

[dotcom]

You gave me the worst fucking first impression in the world.

[ which mineo had actually pointed out to everyone. it was so bad. there was no way takeru couldn't hate him. ]