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[gOD]
Shut up! People ask me about my love life way too often?! Like - come on, my personal drama wasn't relevant to the trial! Why does it keep happening?!
And why do people keep kissing me this week?! I know we're all indulging more but can we just - take some inhibitions and put them back?! Please put them back!!
[HE WAS HOLDING ONTO SO MUCH HE'S SUFFERING SO BADLY]
Shut up! People ask me about my love life way too often?! Like - come on, my personal drama wasn't relevant to the trial! Why does it keep happening?!
And why do people keep kissing me this week?! I know we're all indulging more but can we just - take some inhibitions and put them back?! Please put them back!!
[HE WAS HOLDING ONTO SO MUCH HE'S SUFFERING SO BADLY]
[he just groans a little bit before he just
sighs at takeru]
.... don't take this any weird way - [because there is just. so much gay energy in what he's about to say that even he perceives it]
.... but you don't have to. Stop, I mean. [GOD. he's flustering]
With both of them I - [ . . . . ] - it's not like that. Because letting feelings or anything rule over our wishes is....
None of us can risk it.
sighs at takeru]
.... don't take this any weird way - [because there is just. so much gay energy in what he's about to say that even he perceives it]
.... but you don't have to. Stop, I mean. [GOD. he's flustering]
With both of them I - [ . . . . ] - it's not like that. Because letting feelings or anything rule over our wishes is....
None of us can risk it.
[ . . . . . he pauses for a second before he also sighs. wow he didn't want to give takeru this much detail but.]
.... it's nothing. Endorsi and I aren't going to work out... I've given up on that for a few weeks now. [since he texted takeru, really. he doesn't seem that heartbroken about it] But you know - some feelings take longer to die, and she caught me saying something stupid, so I just told her.
[he's at least familiar with the general sense of heartache]
I already told White I can't give him an answer until everything's over and even then... [he knows how. impossible it probably is. given the whole different worlds thing. there's a longer pause before he admits - ]
.... I thought you might still need me. [for indulgences.] I shouldn't be thinking about dating anyone here anyway - but I especially can't when my partner needs to catch up a little.
I'm not about to do anything that'd make being here harder for you.
.... it's nothing. Endorsi and I aren't going to work out... I've given up on that for a few weeks now. [since he texted takeru, really. he doesn't seem that heartbroken about it] But you know - some feelings take longer to die, and she caught me saying something stupid, so I just told her.
[he's at least familiar with the general sense of heartache]
I already told White I can't give him an answer until everything's over and even then... [he knows how. impossible it probably is. given the whole different worlds thing. there's a longer pause before he admits - ]
.... I thought you might still need me. [for indulgences.] I shouldn't be thinking about dating anyone here anyway - but I especially can't when my partner needs to catch up a little.
I'm not about to do anything that'd make being here harder for you.
[ he raises an eyebrow. this is so exhausting. he just wanted to briefly make fun of mineo but now they're discussion feelings.
he should have expected this and yet ]
I'll figure something else out. I don't particularly care if you actually date them or what. I won't lie and say I'm invested in either Endorsi or White.
[ he does not like white at all and his opinion on endorsi is also low because she just keeps bringing up mineo ]
But, I won't be in the way of whatever the fuck you're doing. So I'll figure something else out.
he should have expected this and yet ]
I'll figure something else out. I don't particularly care if you actually date them or what. I won't lie and say I'm invested in either Endorsi or White.
[ he does not like white at all and his opinion on endorsi is also low because she just keeps bringing up mineo ]
But, I won't be in the way of whatever the fuck you're doing. So I'll figure something else out.
[oh my god this is so exhausting]
.... I'm sure you'll be able to. [because takeru is resourceful and smart.]
But you can't be in the way of something that isn't happening, and doesn't matter for as long as we have wishes we need to accomplish.
[is mineo a romantic? yes. is he enough of a romantic that he'll put their wishes in jeopardy for it? no and that's how he's trying to use his last two braincells.]
I said I'd help you, and I'm taking that seriously. Whatever you need from me.
.... I'm sure you'll be able to. [because takeru is resourceful and smart.]
But you can't be in the way of something that isn't happening, and doesn't matter for as long as we have wishes we need to accomplish.
[is mineo a romantic? yes. is he enough of a romantic that he'll put their wishes in jeopardy for it? no and that's how he's trying to use his last two braincells.]
I said I'd help you, and I'm taking that seriously. Whatever you need from me.
[takeru literally brought them on this topic??? but now it sure is a fucking test of who's more stubborn]
I don't think we should.
What - do you wanna try just seeing if napping in the middle of the day will count for your indulgences next week?
[he won't protest if they just. don't do slut-adjacent things anymore. but the idea of him being brushed away from helping takeru pisses him off a bit]
I don't think we should.
What - do you wanna try just seeing if napping in the middle of the day will count for your indulgences next week?
[he won't protest if they just. don't do slut-adjacent things anymore. but the idea of him being brushed away from helping takeru pisses him off a bit]
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