he tries to bite his tongue, like it'd be enough to stop the curse from speaking for him but - ]
I want to. Of course I want to, even if it feels selfish of me to say.
[he'll try to hold onto both of takeru's hands then, interlacing their fingers]
There's plenty that I want to do - that I think I need to do. Solve Fuji-senpai's case, prevent X-Day, going to Osaka with you, even just seeing my little sister again—
... I've just been thinking about it, since it's probably the last week. That's all.
[ he pulls on mineo's hands, trying to make him sit up as well. ]
I understand why you're thinking about it. I do.
[ it's impossible not to. all takeru has been doing this whole time is plot out his terrible backup plans if things go wrong, so he can't blame mineo fully. but. ]
[ he doesn't want to talk about how mineo might be dead for real in a few days. at least, not right now, and especially when they're forced to be honest. ]
he's taking the kiss but he's totally blushing even though they've been in this position so many times by now? when he pulls back he's just burying his face in takeru's shoulder]
Why does that make me so happy....
[well he presses a kiss against his shoulder anyway]
[it's so easy to go with the hold and mineo just cuddles in for a second before he goes to pick up takeru's phone just to check for the time - before putting it away again
and then pressing another kiss to takeru's neck]
... I think we have time, and I owe you one, don't I? [since takeru apparently went for a mid-conversation handjob. he'll lift his head just so he can give him another kiss, lingering longer] So if you want to feel good again...
[
them realizing they could fuck was genuinely one of the worst things to happen]
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No, you're going to leave here with a new life, and I won't hear anything saying otherwise.
[ he actually just gets up, so that he's sitting on mineo and looking down at him. ]
I will burn this reality down until I get what I want. There is no universe where you don't get to live after this, Enomoto Mineo.
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he tries to bite his tongue, like it'd be enough to stop the curse from speaking for him but - ]
I want to. Of course I want to, even if it feels selfish of me to say.
[he'll try to hold onto both of takeru's hands then, interlacing their fingers]
There's plenty that I want to do - that I think I need to do. Solve Fuji-senpai's case, prevent X-Day, going to Osaka with you, even just seeing my little sister again—
... I've just been thinking about it, since it's probably the last week. That's all.
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I understand why you're thinking about it. I do.
[ it's impossible not to. all takeru has been doing this whole time is plot out his terrible backup plans if things go wrong, so he can't blame mineo fully. but. ]
I just can't allow it.
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.... and I can't allow for you not getting your wish either.
[so does that make them even?
. . . ]
It'll be okay, Takeru. We'll work something out.
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[ he kisses him on the forehead, and then on the lips. ]
... anyway, even if this was your last week, it would mean you're approaching it wrong anyway.
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[he can admit that easily enough. he's also very scared of those moments. but he pauses.]
... is there a right way to approach it...?
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[ he kisses mineo's neck. ]
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he tilts his head to give takeru more room but]
I'm already with you.
[what more could he ask for?]
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[ he doesn't want to talk about how mineo might be dead for real in a few days. at least, not right now, and especially when they're forced to be honest. ]
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[fuck.]
.... I just think your eagerness for this sort of thing is really impressive.
[TAKERU IS SO HORNY AT ALL TIMES
mineo kisses him anyway]
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[ ....
he didn't mean to say that so he frowns, and then he just kisses mineo. ]
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he's taking the kiss but he's totally blushing even though they've been in this position so many times by now? when he pulls back he's just burying his face in takeru's shoulder]
Why does that make me so happy....
[well he presses a kiss against his shoulder anyway]
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well, even if it was the curse that made him say it, he holds onto mineo a little more closely. ]
Well, it's true.
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and then pressing another kiss to takeru's neck]
... I think we have time, and I owe you one, don't I? [since takeru apparently went for a mid-conversation handjob. he'll lift his head just so he can give him another kiss, lingering longer] So if you want to feel good again...
[
them realizing they could fuck was genuinely one of the worst things to happen]