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[ hilariously, the more mineo says this the more uncertain takeru is that mineo will choose him when he wasn't that unsure about it before?

so he just nods his head, mentally preparing himself to be dumped before even dating him. it's fine. ]

Just let me know when you figure it out, Mineo. Even if it's something I don't want to hear.

[sengokus]

[welcome to the enomoto mineo art of shooting yourself in the foot.

but he just looks unhappy at this point, shoulders slumping a little bit.]

... okay. I'm sorry I'm a mess.

[he really was not joking about being pretty sure he wasn't good enough for takeru and this is such a big reason why. sometimes you work yourself into a tangle trying to hold onto your own ideals, as usual]

[dotcom]

[ he kisses him on the cheek. ]

We should go. Someone else might want to use the spa.

[sengokus]

[ . . . . well with the abruptness of that he's just not going to move to get up, holding onto takeru some more, stubbornly.]

Are you unhappy with me?

[dotcom]

I wouldn't say I'm unhappy with you...

[ it's not quite that. ]

But I do think I'm done with this level of emotional honesty for the day.

[sengokus]

I don't like that you're unhappy at all, and I wish I could make it better.

[the curse slams into him before he can really hesitate or try to be accommodating, but he'll settle for pouting.]

... okay. We can go - I know I harassed you a lot already. [even if he's still so obviously uncomfortable with leaving things like this] ... You really are my most important person, you know?

[maybe he can just say that much - and give takeru another kiss - before shifting so that they can get up]

[dotcom]

[ he'll get up, and he'll take mineo's hand in his so they can walk to the door together.

he is. trying not to have a conversation so that more does not get said. ]

[sengokus]

[ . . . . . . . . . . . .

he's so upset and cursed he's just mumbling to himself]

The silent treatment is so painful. Way to go, Enomoto....

[dotcom]

[ you moron.........

once they reach the barricaded door, though, he'll give mineo another kiss. ]

Get us out.

[sengokus]

[he really just has the worst kicked dog look right now]

Mm, okay.

[but he'll take the kiss and - he's so sincerely trying to make this better - he's going to kiss takeru's cheeks too before he pulls away

and goes to move the furniture aside so they can finally fucking get out]

[dotcom]

[ that's fine.

but he'll wait until they're out of the room before he tugs on mineo's sleeve. ]

I'll accept whatever you decide, Mineo. I want your second life to be something that makes you happy... no matter what.

[ and he's just going to hurry away to the direction of the fields instead of the elevator. goodbye. ]