[ it's probably a little hypocritical of him to say something like that, honestly. to say that people are forever changing and so are their feelings for things, when takeru is the opposite. forever stuck at the same point in time, with his focus never shifting forward.
but... mineo is different, and mineo is someone who can grow and find a better purpose. it's fine, if it's him. ]
I know you won't. You're... someone who's a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for.
it's probably embarrassing, for a feeling in the emotionshare to come through that can literally only be described as mineo's heart skipping a beat. between takeru's expression, and his encouragement, and his words of validation that have come after months of being constantly beaten up and trying to earn his respect -
he buries his face in takeru's hair and the frustration comes in next.]
Stop. Stop, stop, we can't even go home for another week, I can't like you more than I already do. It's just not fair.
[but he really is very touched - even if it comes with a ridiculous sense of disbelief.]
It just seems surreal every time you're that nice to me.... I thought maybe I was knocked unconscious and my brain was just trying to provide me a nice hallucination to comfort me....
[mineo will just huff at that and - honestly he's exhausted. if takeru is getting further onto the bed then mineo is also going to make himself right at fucking home and just plop next to him tiredly]
.... maybe I should take a nap.... I didn't get to sleep nearly as much.
[ . . . . . dumb. he leans into the touch automatically, and there's some hesitation again - but he'll just move to wrap an arm around takeru to pull him closer.]
.... Sloth-san told me that if I manage to make it through everything, I should go see them.
If this really counts for indulgence points... I'll see if I can transfer them to you, if I already have enough.
[ he wonders, not for the first time, how far behind he is... but he brushes the thought away. takeru knows if he focuses too much on it, mineo would probably tell something's off by his emotions because emotionshare week continues to be the worst. ]
I still don't want your points. I'm going to figure it out.
[he agrees easily and - there's the sense of certainty coming off mineo too? of admiration and respect for takeru, because even if he's scared of what happens if things don't work out.... it's not like he doubts takeru himself at all]
But what's mine is yours, so don't forget to make use of me.
[ . . . . . takeru can try to sleep but there's obvious a disgruntled feeling coming from mineo especially as he just tries to cuddle a little obnoxiously with takeru to get him to open his eyes again]
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but... mineo is different, and mineo is someone who can grow and find a better purpose. it's fine, if it's him. ]
I know you won't. You're... someone who's a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for.
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it's probably embarrassing, for a feeling in the emotionshare to come through that can literally only be described as mineo's heart skipping a beat. between takeru's expression, and his encouragement, and his words of validation that have come after months of being constantly beaten up and trying to earn his respect -
he buries his face in takeru's hair and the frustration comes in next.]
Stop. Stop, stop, we can't even go home for another week, I can't like you more than I already do. It's just not fair.
[but he really is very touched - even if it comes with a ridiculous sense of disbelief.]
Am I really not dreaming or anything....
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he's just going to try to pull away so that he can actually look at mineo's expression. ]
Want me to pinch you? That's one way to test out if it's a dream.
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Oh, yeah. Try it.
[holds his arm out like an idiot]
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he pinches him extra hard ]
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Owowowow okay, okay, not dreaming....!!
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It just seems surreal every time you're that nice to me.... I thought maybe I was knocked unconscious and my brain was just trying to provide me a nice hallucination to comfort me....
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[ he pinches him again, but less hard. ]
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[he's just going to flop on him - well, he won't put all of his weight on him, but enough that he clearly expects to be caught]
Takeruuuuu.
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[ he is going to try to wiggle away by crawling further onto the bed ]
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.... maybe I should take a nap.... I didn't get to sleep nearly as much.
[his sloth...]
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[ he reaches out to run his hand through mineo's bangs, and then he lets his hand drop. ]
You don't have anywhere to be.
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.... Sloth-san told me that if I manage to make it through everything, I should go see them.
If this really counts for indulgence points... I'll see if I can transfer them to you, if I already have enough.
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[ if it's even possible to do that. ]
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[just
immediately as he claims a kiss as if to get takeru to shut up that way]
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he kisses him back, which is more of a reflex than anything at this point. but once he pulls away enough to talk, ]
Your wish will cost a lot more than mine.
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[god he hates math
but also he figures that if takeru's not going anywhere either, mineo can just pull him even closer. (mineo voice) i love body pillows]
But I got my glass way early, and if killing generates a lot anyway... [he shrugs a bit before letting his face tuck against takeru's]
... we'll make it work. Everything's gonna work out.
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[ he wonders, not for the first time, how far behind he is... but he brushes the thought away. takeru knows if he focuses too much on it, mineo would probably tell something's off by his emotions because emotionshare week continues to be the worst. ]
I still don't want your points. I'm going to figure it out.
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[he agrees easily and - there's the sense of certainty coming off mineo too? of admiration and respect for takeru, because even if he's scared of what happens if things don't work out.... it's not like he doubts takeru himself at all]
But what's mine is yours, so don't forget to make use of me.
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[ they have hooked up so much.
... ]
It doesn't always seem like a fair trade.
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We won't know until Tuesday if it's enough...?
[but then there's a little bit of a confused emotion from him at what takeru says next]
Fair trade....?
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[ he closes his eyes. ]
You need to rest.
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Takeru....
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[ he stubbornly tries to ignore him??? ]
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