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sassafras ([personal profile] dotcom) wrote2021-02-05 06:54 pm
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you were busy.

[mineo doesn't blame takeru but also he looks a little confused]

That's a lie, though. I'm not really into anyone enough to lay claim like that... And I can't really untangle Harrow-san's lie yet. It's easier for everyone if they're separated anyway.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
[he looks thoughtful at that]

I mean, she's still really great but - Endorsi needs to win and I do, too. She won't give up going home to come with me and I won't give it up for her either.

[it's pretty bittersweet and he'll just sip at his sake again. at least he's used to heartache and rejection.]

If you say you're into someone, wouldn't you want to be more sincere about it? Like - more all in?
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[he chokes on his next sip of sake]
sengokus: (♟ and hope i wake up young again;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[he has to scramble for his water but after coughing a bit]

Like what?!
sengokus: (♟ holes in my false confidence;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
I really doubt it! And I don't mess with open relationships, that's way too advanced for me!

[he'll just admit it. and he'll cough as he hits against his chest a few times oh god sake down the wrong pipe]

... besides I don't know if I can do that in general. If I choose someone, then I'm going to want to keep them forever. Not just for a little while.
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[goodbye takeru]

.... that's complicated in a way I can't explain to you. Sorry.

[hm.

he just takes another sip of his sake.]


You know, I thought feelings and stuff were supposed to be way simpler.

[it's all the fucking romcoms]
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out in the dark;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
[mineo at least isn't surprised about this.]

Don't say it like it's my fault! I know that you can't insult me, but we both know it's not like I don't try...! I'm just no good at talking to people I like....!

[apparently he'll insult himself in takeru's stead as a kindness

but. ah the alcohol is hitting]
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[he just

looks at takeru and looks so exhausted]


I don't think I want to hear that from someone who actually has dating experience?

[this is not rude. it's technically a compliment]
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

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[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . he just shakes his head at that before sipping on his sake]

I'm not gonna worry about it until we're back home. We said early that it'd be dumb to think too much about feelings here, right? I know you said that some things are worth going for, and I agree but...

I don't like doing things halfway.... so as long as I've got you, I don't really want to think about anyone else.

[sips sake casually]
sengokus: (♟ and hope i wake up young again;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
[REALIZES WHAT HE SAID A SECOND LATE AND CHOKES ON IT AGAIN]
sengokus: (♟ all that's left of myself;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[he's just

literally downing an entire glass of water so that he doesn't have to respond to this]
sengokus: (♟ holes in my false confidence;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
It's just...

[ . . . . . . . hmmmmmmmmmm

no he's going to just refill his water instead of finishing this sentence]
sengokus: (♟ going back to the corner;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-11 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
[he opens his mouth to say something rude but he finds that he cannot

instead he's just going to stare really intently at this cup of sake]


.... I still get the feeling that you'll disappear the second I stop running after you, like you're waiting for me to slow down or look the other way 'cause of someone else.

So the answer's just to not stop running.

[whether that sounds like he's proposing, or making his intentions known. he doesn't really care what it sounds like, as long as it gets through to takeru. it's embarrassing when it's said, but it doesn't make it any less true.

and despite the comment he will just down the rest of his cup of sake and make a face after. he really doesn't drink that much. why did he suggest doing this today. anyway he doesn't want to make takeru feel like he's obligated to respond to that when it's just his tipsy mumblings so]


We really do talk about you a lot. But my stuff is still pretty depressing...

[being dead and all]

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