sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[there is both an emotional equivalent of a wince and also a real wince about takeru being mad.... he is still so mad.... but it also doesn't stop him from leaning into the touch automatically, turning his face into takeru's palm for a second as if to hide briefly.

though he turns back to meet his eyes again after a moment]


.... yeah. I know if I was on the other side, I'd be saying the same thing. Hell, it's what I'd tell to Vira-san and she was actually there.

[though that's a secret mineo's not about to spill to anyone else. he sighs and presses a brief kiss to takeru's palm]

... you can yell at me more if you need to. I can take it.

[he can still tell takeru is so mad]
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[a nod of understanding. mineo probably would have yelled back even though he didn't have a right to because he's an idiot and especially combative with takeru. it would've been bad.

but.

there is still some sense of discomfort.]


.... you can say them. [a little bit more nudging] I don't want you to sit on them, and have it fester.

You've always been honest with me, no matter how painful it was. I... don't really want you to stop now?

[not when mineo finally feels like maybe he can actually tackle takeru's criticisms to improve instead of just getting beat up by them and feeling worse]
sengokus: (♟ they don't understand)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . . a sinking feeling because he imagines the petty list might get pretty long.

but he'll just let his head rest against takeru's shoulder again with a mumble]


Okay.... Sorry, Sasazuka-san....
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[the feeling is: ?????????????????

but of course he kisses back, confused as he might be]
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . the confused feelings get worse hello.

and mineo just tilts his head at that as he pulls takeru closer to him anyway, so there's no space between them]


What's wrong?
sengokus: (♟ so don't give up on;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[he allows it, bringing up a hand to run through takeru's hair automatically but]

.... do you feel guilty about something....?

[he really can't even begin to parse what that emotion was, or why]
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . . ]

What does your resolve have to do with kissing me... Did I do something wrong... Are you that mad....
sengokus: (♟ saying "if you see this girl)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm worrying about it...

[and takeru can probably feel the flare of stubbornness. there is no escape. he doesn't actually move takeru, letting his head rest against his but]

What's up?
sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I do, especially when it comes to you.

[because he really doesn't trust leaving takeru be when it comes to emotional stuff]

I actually don't think I'm a huge worrywart or anything but you make me nervous. [ . . . ] So what's up with your resolve...?
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out in the dark;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[hrrrmgghgh]

Takeruuu.

[he DOES NOT like this but takeru doesn't need emotionshare for that]

Is it bad?
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you sure?

[mineo's not sure and he's just going to try to move his head closer to takeru's]

Is it why you've been less touchy with me?

[he can't say he's Noticed because they had to deal with mineo killing a man but. he's noticed a little]
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[?? ????? ???? ?? ? ???? ?? ?? ? ????????]

What....? Am I supposed to be less touchy with you too?

[he didn't get the memo]

Am I doing something bad now?
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-28 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ . . . ? ]

I don't really want to do something one-sided though...

[he got used to it very quickly but. is he supposed to not be used to it?]