[ . . . . he runs a hand through his hair as he listens and - ]

.... yeah.

I think I get now at least, that I can't control how anybody else feels. And that I got judged for pretty shitty reasons - even if they were things that I shouldn't have done. [should've worked harder on the case, shouldn't have been an ass about it - but did he deserve to die for any of it?]

... but until I win here and figure out how to get my life back on track [and back in general], those are the reasons that won.

But I don't plan on letting that be the case for much longer.