[well.

this time mineo's going to be the one kissing takeru - once again, he meets the soft and fleeting affection with something firmer, more determined. like it'll help press some imprint of his devotion against takeru's mouth.]

I don't know if 'like' is enough to describe how I feel about you. But it doesn't feel right - because I think I have feelings for someone else too, and it's why I can't promise myself to you until I figure myself out better. It doesn't feel right to have my heart affected by more than one person, even if I'm an idiot. I don't want that.

[mineo isn't built for poly - but he also kisses takeru again]

But you - you have me. You've had me for weeks - even before things got complicated. I decided forever ago that nothing and no one will be more important to me than you, and I don't regret it, and I don't plan on changing my mind.

I don't know if it's possible to want someone more than I want you - I'd be a little scared if it is, because sometimes this feeling is already too overwhelming. But - maybe that's because I'm scared every time we argue about the same thing that you're going to leave, and you can't promise me you won't.

[it's enough to break his heart sometimes - to so badly want someone who might choose to leave you behind.]