[Hmm. She pauses, because she really doesn't want to harp on him when he knows, but. He didn't exactly only abandon a bunch of strangers?]
. . . I've only ever really had one friend before coming here, and she thought I hated her for years. [Which is maybe relevant to some of his relationships, too???] So I don't feel I have any particular insight into how not to fuck up with my relationships. But I do feel that certain people here have expended a lot of energy to force me to stop making choices that make me miserable, and I thought I would have hated that but I really don't.
So perhaps I should have asked you more about why you were here. I don't care that you agreed for my sake, but I care for yours. Don't be alone.
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[Hmm. She pauses, because she really doesn't want to harp on him when he knows, but. He didn't exactly only abandon a bunch of strangers?]
. . . I've only ever really had one friend before coming here, and she thought I hated her for years. [Which is maybe relevant to some of his relationships, too???] So I don't feel I have any particular insight into how not to fuck up with my relationships. But I do feel that certain people here have expended a lot of energy to force me to stop making choices that make me miserable, and I thought I would have hated that but I really don't.
So perhaps I should have asked you more about why you were here. I don't care that you agreed for my sake, but I care for yours. Don't be alone.